A lot of what I write is me trying my best to make sense of the world around me. Things were so much easier when I was young. Since becoming an adult, things have revealed themselves to be not what I initially thought they were.
Now you could put this down to getting older and the world changing as it always has. I have not stood still, so why would the world. I am just out of step with it all.
That is why I write. I may never be able to understand all the weirdness out there but if I can just get my head around a wee bit of it, then that makes me feel better.
Over the xmas and new year period, one of the programmes I watched and enjoyed, was Charlie Brookers Screenwipe 2014. Mr Brooker is pretty much spot on as how I feel about Tv and what is happening in the world. During this episode, there was a 5 minute video from Adam Curtis that attempts to explain why things are so confusing.
You can make your own mind up about it all. All I will say is that this made me think about things far more than any news programme did this year.
Then again…I do like a good conspiracy theory!!